Summer is here. ♥

Fear of what is to come

I claim 2014 as the year I will graduate from lawschool and the year I will take the bar.
I claim 2015 as the year I become a lawyer.

Ever since I started law school, I looked forward to the day that I graduate, take the bar, pass the same and ultimately, become a lawyer. I've been patiently waiting for that day to come.

Twas last week when the thought that I will finally enter my last year in lawschool in June came to my mind. Rather than excitement, the thought sent chills down my spine.

Life in lawschool is indeed hell. Stress is inevitable. So is lack of sleep. But somehow, during the past few years, I have managed to somehow make it through this hell on Earth. So yes, I am truly impatient for this to end.

But somehow, I remain truly afraid. I am afraid of what my senior year would be like. I am afraid of the review. I am afraid of the Bar exams.

I remain truly afraid of what is to come.

I am afraid of life after lawschool....