I wonder what inspires me to write on this blog every single day. Is it because I have been watching Carrie Diaries since Monday? or is it because of the agony that waiting brings. Well. I think it is probably both. I have promised myself at the start of the year to write more often, to write about my thoughts and the things that bother me. Then there's Carrie who inspires me to write. Thus, this blog.

Well, tomorrow is judgment day and I have never been more afraid. I have been told by people to claim it. I have been told to stay positive. I live according to this mantra and I encourage others, especially my boyfriend to do the same. Unfortunately, waiting destroys you.

I have been educated in Benedictine institutions since I was 6. Thus, I have always lived in accordance with the saying, Ora et Labora or Prayer and Work. I know, I have done my best... studying all night and all day long, answering to the best of my abilities, and the like. So there's nothing much to do now but pray. Pray that God will give me what I have been dreaming of. Pray that I will soon reap the fruits of my hard work. Yes, waiting is hard, but I find solace knowing that God is there to grant my prayers.

Truly, while the past week has been difficult. It surely brought me closer to God.

Still praying for positive results for me, JR, our friends and the rest of our batch.

That in all things, God may be glorified.