More Frustrations

Day 19. No good news yet. Each day no better than the last. Somehow, it affirms my darkest fears, that I am not as good as I claim to be.... or that, I am just good on paper. 

I actually do not know why I am in such a hurry. I have something to keep me busy and yet it's still not sufficient. Maybe, I just like the idea that I have been accepted. Or that I just really want to go out of the house. 

 

Jeez, Anj. Patience isn't really your strongest suit.